Puncture in sensitive hearts

Number one, what I'm going to say hurt. A lot.
A lot to say and hurt a lot.
I may be happy, to say that in my programme, to get an A in a subject we must get 90+, which means my grades proved that I have marks less than 90 but more than 80. My B's do not suck. They told me in ALM, people get 4.0 when they have 80, which means I am a 4.0 student, if I'm not in ADFP. Worse, they say in other private colleges, others are getting points so easy that anyone, random people could get 4.0, which is bullshit. Perhaps, it also means that a 3.8 student in a college can always be worse than a 3.0 student in INTEC ADFP.
Well, that hurts right?
Another punch, outwards from me. Oops, not a punch, I'm just hoping people can get over this one peculiar thing in a most appropriate way and in the shortest time. Homesickness. Or possibly stickiness to some particular person or things.
Yes, people, SAT is over, things still go on, but in a fun way. We had a nice Saturday, not bad Sunday and days ahead should be the same. Yesterday the fun part were the gaming and drinking part, nothing else. Watching Korean girls during SAT? I'll only tell myself, "See, so many people are going to the States, and they seemed great and ready to kick ass. I'm not that mighty after all. I'm just a pinch. "
And no, Sunday wasn't fun but just not bad. I'll be frank, I wished to watch a movie at first, but this morning, when I woke up, I felt so reluctant to go out. That was 11am. XinPei messaged me and that was the only reason why we went. Yinan and I. It's not because it's her birthday, just that it wasn't another outing of two guys anymore, as YN had said. It's not that we went because there were girls, in fact the three of them, but just companies. We did plan to buy presents for her birthday, from the shops in One Utama, but when we got there we were already late, and not really clear where could we find these shops. So, we got no presents, and after the whole day, still no presents other than the RM1 sweets I bought for her. It was kind of sympathy that came out when she said it was the second present she had, well, this was the second time we met, and well, second. Not that we can't give presents on the second meeting, but look back at the previous excuses I've given. Okay, I didn't have a lot of presents too. XD
Today we didn't watch anything as they didn't seem interested, well, I don't really mind and I can always bear the fact that sometimes people just need some time to calm down. I'm cool with that. Had a better time at the Pets fair thingy. =D
I've finished reading my Velocity, the book I bought at school. Not bad. I just love reading it because I seldom read and anything seems so interesting to me, to be honest. I assume this to be a good start though.
People talked about their exams and stuffs, okay, it's cool to be cool, you know, to do things like sleeping or acting cool in the hall, like me. But please at least be the one with highest score when I left the hall as the first guy, don't fail. You look noob like that. You slept like I do, but you failed. It's like stepping on dog poo, I shall not hesitate, "Seriously, something on someone really stinks. Get the shit or get yourself with your shit out of here."

I shall stop. I should have stopped. I must stop. I have never stopped. I would like to stop. I will stop. Should I stop?
Nah, bull shit. Ain't stopping. Going to hurt more soon.