Yes. I'm in the middle of something right now.
During the Dota match just now, it hit me like a gun shot.
Just when my team was losing, due to leavers and feeders, one of my teammates said," My team so noob"
Everyone would be thinking people that say things like that are common.
As usual, I would go and defend myself by saying how unnoob I am.
In the middle of the conversation, or you may want to call it dispute, he said childish things. I asked him :"How old are you?" "How's your PMR? " "You 15 years old?"
He did not really answer. But he said PMR 8 A's.
Yes, 8 A's. If he's lying, I shall not respect him. If he's not, I shall not too. You see, Dota, the spirit is not about complaining about the reasons you lost.
I was thinking, yeah right. You have 8 A's. You must be lying. But what's the point?
When he asked me the same question, I did not answer. Like who cares how many A's you have. I was thinking, "If I really do tell him that I am a 13 A's scorer in SPM, so what. He won't care.
A lot of things are so vague.
Your dreams, alright, maybe it was mine for once, means nothing to other people.
So, what really matters?
Someone committed suicide just because a girl dumped him. That mattered for him.
Someone died when she actually was on path to make her dreams come true after massive efforts.
Yes, indeed. I was talking about my friend's sister who got JPA scholarship but passed away recently.
What can I say.
There are brainless people.
LOL.
I am paranoid.
Call me a jerk or something worse then I'll feel better. Thank you.