Yey!

It's been so long since I last updated my blogger. Woops, really a big difference from last year.

I'm not pretty sure about everything.

Well, all these while I have been counting on my family for everything, not that it really worked but I do feel at ease whenever I'm home. But then, this holidays has changed this a lot. I realized I have changed too much to be the old me. I cannot just take anything that I am given or just agree to what I get to hear.

Yes, there have been arguments with my family members (parents), mainly because I cannot take everything in without debating it, and my parents just want to get their message through. Simple, childish and weird. No, the cause might be simple, the process might sound childish, the outcome weird, but I do accept it.

I thought of doing outrageous things in order to be heard, but no, I don't have to.

There will be a time for me to decide on everything I encounter, and it's not now.

And woopsy, I guess I really have changed. The people I first kind of hated when I first came to INTEC last year became some of those I hang out the most with, and there is one that I thought could be a good companion, well, he kind of suck now.

I have adapted well. But that doesn't mean it's good.

This Bangkok Pattaya trip, enough of surprises and eye openers, yet I find it kind of sad because I feel kind of tensed throughout the trip. Possibly because it's a tour group. Well, not bad, and had some awesome shots. Rating? 7/10.

I need more time, space, and freedom to choose.

What about my studies? I was struggling and was lucky! I survived most of the quizzes, well definitely not perfect scores but I am more than satisfied. But I screwed up my first Calculus test. So I am supposed to work real hard for Calculus, and others also of course but I'm not. I'm playing games, watching movies and did nothing. Wow. And the holidays is gonna end soon. Kiss my test goodbye!