You don't wanna look at this

For the first time in forever, be prepared to see some obscene content. And they're not even good looking photos.

To be honest, and well I have struggled with my body weight almost all my life, and was averaging a 85kg for quite a long time. After I spent a few months in the gym in 2013, I think I got down to the 70's but that was obviously not good enough.

2014, the year when I went to the gym for less than 10 times. I do some simple workout to sweat a little bit in my room, but that was just to keep myself active, nothing near to keep myself in shape, or get in better physique.

Summer 2014, I went back to Malaysia and I had good food, so I expected a lot more pounds with me.
Winter break 2014, I literally just slept and ate and some workouts here and there, but obviously not quite enough.


JANUARY 2015. My final semester here, and I only need 9 credit hours to graduate, which translates to 3 classes. I'm pretty much a free individual. Monday Wednesday and Thursday I have 75 minutes of class, Tuesday I have 225 minutes of class. And that's it.

So I decided to go hit the gym again. I went, started on 22nd January.
After a short workout, I got on the weighing machine.

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I jumped off it.

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Got on it again.

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I ran out of the gym.

I was 101.7kg. Yes I kinda broke the 3 digits weight. Did it surprise me? I don't know. I'm just purely shocked and afraid of what might happen to me. I just never really felt like it was this much since I can still fit in all of my clothes and pants and I live just fine. I know I gained weight, but never have I realized it was this much. So yeah, here comes motivation and all that stuffs.

I read somewhere that when you want to accomplish something, and you post it on social network, and people see it, people know about it, and they would take notice and keep track of your progress, or at least try to laugh at you when you fail. Sounds totally legit and that's why I'm doing this, never done this before even though I was in better shape than all these photos, (all those photos were stolen), I'll try to keep an eye on myself and people can too. Of course I won't do this on any other social network just because I'm a pussy.

2014.1.31

I guess this would be the best out of these three, but I was even better than this in 2013. 

2014.12.20

Gained weight gradually. 

2014.1.22

This is me right now.

Sorry I'm not comfortable with showing my titties yet. Perhaps someday you will see them. 

With so much free time, I'll be looking to at least get back to what I was before, or if I could, I'll go further than that. Do laugh at me if I fail, coz I deserve it.          :)