I'm sorry, but I was right. Maybe only worked for me though. The gathering was just so so. Maybe it was getting too personal. I shall not elaborate much. Overall I think most of us had fun. Well I threw off several bombs throughout the process which I knew I was just trying to look more than okay.
It was not that I did not enjoy it, and yes, I did have a little dizziness. That wasn't the main point. I know deep inside me, I know something is not right. People might say it must have been awkwardness that took over the body in me. I don't know. Let's analyze. Last time I would throw off bombs to get the attention of someone, and now I'm doing the same thing to show I'm okay to that someone. I don't get it. That's normal or what I don't care. Was I doing well? No I didn't.
One thing is for sure, today I had the worst idea of it. But please, no.
People would ask people not to change because they are good enough, people ask people not to change because when that happens, something bad will happen. Sorry, you changed although I told you not to.
Hey, today I met up with yk. He is doing real good now. KTT is fun of course. He is labeled handsome of course. He has a great girlfriend of course. He is great. But I'm happy enough.
Happiness. To please your family is a pleasure. It wouldn't be a bad idea to set targets for myself for my family. I want to achieve things because of my family. I want to be great because of my family. Happy birthday mommy.
Other classes seemed to have better gatherings by the way.
I was thinking that I was cool and doing damn well. Sorry something inside me lied. And that is bad.