Knowing A Thing

It's important for one to know himself or herself.
I know I'm not good so I'm not doing what good people are doing and I'm not with them.
I won't try to do what they are doing or even try to see what they are doing.
I shall not cry when I can't do what they are doing as I chose not to do.
I will still congratulate winners.
I hate losers or winners who are constantly grinning. Hate is a strong word.
I don't like to see people bragging about their successes or compliments from others.
I feel bad to read what people have to talk about things in their lives as if it was cool, wanting to impress others.
I tell you now, everyone has his or her own life, which is why you don't have to tell people how fun New Zealand is because we are still here for example.

I almost crashed in Subang last Sunday. I admit it. It wasn't my fault though; I was tired after hours of driving and navigating. Well, thank god nothing happened as I was quick enough to evade the obstacle.
(When I said thank god.....as I was quick enough to evade the obstacle, shouldn't I be thankful to myself? Or my dad who pointed that thing to me? )
Well, it's easy to spit that out, but I'm not really thankful to a particular party other than my dad. Like no one except my daddy really helped me. It was no one other than my dad that saved us from the nearly-occurred-accident. No one blamed me of course, I had been driving for 7/8 hours to KL and in KL. Should have learned a lesson though.

I wasn't trying to make fun of anybody's belief or something, I was questioning myself and reassuring myself no one helped me other than my dad.