I tried being optimistic but it's not easy at all.
Coming home to see my dad waiting for me, sitting together in the living room, I couldn't contain myself. Looking at her things and to realise that she isn't waiting for me at home, at this hour, it is bad.
I tried not to meet daddy's eyes, for my eyes are teary, I'm not sure were his the same, what I was certain, he was barely hanging in there.
Naiyee called daddy, I talked to her a while too.
Nyukyee went to visit mama already, and I'm going tomorrow.
Never realised I forgot to bring home some clothes, now I have nothing to wear. Sigh.
We were supposed to go to Jogya together this coming Saturday, but now all I can do is really wish everything's gonna be fine. I'm sure that's the only thing that matters.
No matter what, all of us will have to stay strong and positive.
Things are gonna get better.
Everything at home reminds me of her more. I can't wait until she gets home, so badly.
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