Emotionally, we are supposed to be sad for all the things that are gone.
Luckily, everything is going smoothly.
Logically, we are supposed to have more than one emotions so we have them all.
Improvements are really showing good signs.
But things are still going difficult, might be less difficult day by day, but it's still difficult.
The moment my dad cried in front of me, I knew he couldn't stand it anymore. He wouldn't have cried if he could have managed to hold the tears back.
She is the one he loves, for so many years and still going to love.
Knowing that she might not be able to drive, might not be able to do things like how she used to, it is really hard.
How I wish my mom could yell at me now.
How I wish she could slap me.
How I wish she could cane me because I failed my Physics test 1 last semester.
How I wish she could drive me to this particular spot, or just let me drive her, and we'll have her favourite food.
How I wish she could cook in the shortest time she could manage and rushed me to help her to do this and that and clean all the dishes even though I didn't like it.
How I wish everything could still be the same.
I wish.
I have to say, what we wish for is something that makes us suffer.
Just face the reality, know the facts and get going.
I love the progress, that's the reality.
I am happy to be there and just to see the progress.
No one had the time to sweep the floor at home, barely enough time to do the laundry, the two dogs haven't bathed in almost a week's time, and more. Luckily it has been raining for a few days, or else the plants might have died.
Ohya, there are many gifts that your students sent you for Teacher's Day!!! =)
stay strong chye! get well soon aunty.
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