Fucked UP!!!

I don't know what's wrong with me!
Darn It! Feeling dizzy, headache+EMO!
Yesterday was nice, well, but then I gotta feeling~~ (feel left out) =.=
Whatever.. I shall leave those who don't care about me and find those who cares.
=.= Sounds pity.. LOL!
Feels like shit when I couldn't connect to the internet before I write this post, but once I'm connected, the only thing to do is to write this alone. Thank you.
Today, woke up at 11, went to fetch my brother at school, then sent him to school after lunch and shower. Then straight to Seberang Perai and Penang and Bukit Mertajam and only reached home at 5pm. Why would I choose to drive whole day and not staying at home watching drama, sleeping, onlining?
Don't know why, just feel like I don't want to feel like I'm nothing. Walao..
I feel useless at home. No one needs me, no one talks to me, no one is there with me =.=
I prefer chasing cars(snow patrol) on the road. Be it Penang or wherever. At least I helped my dad. My dad needs me, my dad cares about me, my dad makes me happy!
And on the road I knew at least there is someone watching out for me, they know there is a black car overtaking them or giving way to them. Thank you.

I went home, onlined. Still tired. Again, that feeling. I'm not needed.

Wanted to sleep, I know the air conditioner and bed tried their best to help me, but I was just feeling insomiatic. =.=

Darn!