Of course of course..

After telling me I was offered the job, perhaps as a result of miscommunication or something, I was told that I am not given the offer. Perhaps the director told him he/she wanted two candidates, but he/she didn't say that it was to compare after my friend Kozen has picked two. Kozen was extremely apologetic but I was not at all mad. So that's that. No I didn't just ignore his message, I called him up and talked to him for a while. 

Somehow someway, another job that I was waiting for asked me for a first interview, after two or three weeks of silence. Near the end of August the HR department talked to me on the phone for 20 mins but that was it. Now I did a skype interview with the country manager of Malaysia, and 2 days later they invited me to meet the director of sales in KL. So I went and I got the offer. I do not know what people see in me that I do not see myself, but perhaps I do look like I am a good candidate, which I don't think I am. I don't believe I'm good, but I shall trust that the two of them made good evaluations. 

Life will be hard I guess, but trying to be as positive as I can.