你不知道的事

Sometimes, you don't know.
You can't see the love anymore.
When people are talking about racism, and things of fasting in school, yeah, I kind of have the same situation here.
Your classmates asked for the class to be held from 8am to 2pm, just to go home earlier. They never thought of you. You are a Chinese that doesn't have to fast but will have to if the class were so. I wouldn't call it racism. THIS IS NOT RACIST, I REPEAT. They are just self centered sometimes. They live in their own world. They are like kids. They are never considerate. They think others are just like them.
During group discussion, they would begin their slangish Malay for an English presentation. What the fuck can you get for it from a Malay discussion? I shall not be like them. I spoke English throughout the discussion, which was funny as I was the only one speaking English. There was one time, they asked: Mcm Mana nk buat ni? Nak cakap dlm melayu ke? Serious?
Wake up scholars. You are under MARA, you are under JPA. You are going to United States. How are you going to survive if you are still acting in such a way.
Some are like so anti-Israel or something that they would do things about it. Well, do that in the States. Go on Mcm Mana. Go on discussing English project in Malay. I'm fed up. Even if you don't want to consider my idea, please, at least reject my idea in English, not tak mau lah. PLEASE.


Next up. I'm fucking myself. I can't see the love anymore in me. I mean the love towards Science and Maths. Could it be because I'm not studying Science this semester? I don't know. Now I suck at Maths, I'm no longer the guy that completes his test in a darn short time and would sleep during SPM. I'm no longer good at it. Not that I didn't do anything about it; in the latest quiz, I think I will get a ZERO for it even though I have studied it the night before and I woke up early to study for it. I could no longer see the digits dancing, changing places until the answer appears. BUT, that day during the reading class, I enjoyed my time drawing. I've always been drawing. =.= Oops. I should have gone for drawing? LOLZ. I'm not rich, I can never go to colleges to learn art or animation. Hah~

So, for today, I'm going to finish up my Ethics Assignment, in English of course, and perhaps the SAT 5. May the spirit lasts for the whole day. May the domino's guy be late again and we'll have another free pizza. May I finish the work. May I be happy. May my family be happy and safe.