I'm so afraid. I was so afraid to listen to the lecturer's experience. Well, still hers is considered okay. But what she said to us kept me thinking.
"What if, one day you are in the States, and you receive a phone call saying that one of your family members has passed away, what are you going to do? "
What am I going to do? I've always been very afraid of deaths in the family, seriously. I would cry thinking of it, just to think. If something really happen, like how? Who's going to be there with me? How am I going to cope with the lost and my studies at the same time? Can I fly back?
I'm afraid of it. I have a classmate in Chicago, her friend passed away. Another classmate his brother passed away this month. What if I'm the one? I'm going to be so screwed.
Since yesterday, I've been talking to my parents in a real nice manner, for I wouldn't want them to get upset. I told my dad how am I going to study, for I really don't want him to worry for me anymore.

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I got 79 for both my Precal and Reading. I was the first one to leave the halls for two times, mind you. XD

Yesterday at Empire, got me thinking again. When am I going to date someone wearing formal suit? XD Erm, today I asked for a girl's phone number. It was Darn AWKWARD!!! I don't know her at all, except that I've noticed her in Ausmat at the first week, and after almost 2 months, I have her number. Hmmm, just friends.